Liberation

Bee,

Scribbled in 2009


Do I feel liberated; a large way.

Freedom from fear
Freedom from insecurity
Freedom from isolation
Freedom from self deceit

Liberation from my own perceptions of the bad and the evil
Liberation from self barriers on loving and distancing
Liberation from hatred
Liberation from boundaries
Liberation from shame; from guilt

Liberation from perceived notions of inabilities, inconsistencies, inadequacies
Liberation from tears
Liberation from the fearful thought of tomorrow
Liberation from perfection - I am in agreement with disorder now
Liberation from stifle
Liberation from heaviness


Freedom to feel light
Freedom to do nothing and still feel great
Freedom to dare to love; just for the sake of it; yes. dare
Freedom to explore one plane above love and find it.
Be in it atleast for a while...and live the riches it holds..
Freedom to let go of love and still be happy

Freedom to accept that I can be abnormal
Freedom to enjoy freedom and be more responsible than ever before
Freedom to realise freedom used well is an honour
Freedom to be open to mix of good and bad and make my choice
Freedom to keep integrity

Freedom to be truthful; and still be heard
Freedom to be a voice; and not a noise

Freedom to gaze at the sky; alone
Freedom to dance alone; in perfect abandon
Freedom to cry alone; in anguish
Freedom to sob to sleep...

Freedom to question God

Freedom to be myself and have no facade...

Maturity to understand - liberation comes from within first; no matter what.

And every word of this is true.